Press Enter / Return to begin your search.

Ep. 704 – Unity and Collaboration with Elise Galis

Elise Galis, Program Manager at Together PDX and Director of Operations at Imago Dei Community, joins the infamous Unsuccess Podcast with Josh and David as they talk about church unity and collaboration and the difficulties of church led collaboration efforts vs third party organizations and how to build and maintain trust in these relationships. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/704_elise.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 703 – Water from the Ceiling with Carina Kunkel

Josh and David are joined on this episode by Carina Kunkel, a local worship leader and coordinator. They talk about a myriad of different things from college experiences to pain caused by church to what it means to be able to show up in a Christian community as ugly and authentically as oneself. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/703_carina.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 701 – How Gen Z is the answer for the world with Zack Shoote

Josh and David talk with Zack Shoote, a long-time minister of music and youth, and currently working as a resident director at University of Portland. The guys discuss ministry vs being a layperson, as well as how the church often prefers division over unity. Check out Zach Shoote on Instagram and Facebook http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/701_zack.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 607 – Spiritual Direction with Stephen Dilworth

Stephen is our first triple-hitter guest. What’s that say about him or us? No clue, but hey, it is what it is. Stoked to have him back on the show though. Join us as Stephen shares about some of the new elements in his journey and his training in spiritual direction. He shares with Josh and David about his new work he is calling “Soul Care – Tending to those in Helping Professions.” Soul Care…

Read More

Ep. 606 – Talking with Nathan the Elder

Nathan Riley, Elder at Red Sea Church, joins Josh and David and shares about some of the ups and downs of ministry, what it is like to be a church planter of a church that blows up, and then the different life cycles a church goes through. They also spend some time talking about the North Portland community and what it means to be really present and to be a community pastor. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/606_nathan.mp3Podcast: Play in…

Read More

Ep. 605 – First Door with Marissa and Tyler

Josh and David are joined by two amazing people doing some amazing work in the North Portland Community. Marissa and Tyler run an after school homework club and serve one of the most diverse communities in our city. They talk about some of the joys and struggles of serving a community for the long haul and what it is like living amongst the kids and families you serve. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/605_firstdoor.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe:…

Read More

Ep. 604 – Talking OG St Johns with D Rrell Grenz

Josh and David are joined in this episode by Darrell Grenz, a St Johns native, Roosevelt Alumni, and over the top TicToker. Darrell and Josh reminisce about growing up in St Johns and talk about the change for the better and worse that has happened and share about some practical ways in which we can continue to embrace our community and continue to make it a better place to live. You can catch up with…

Read More

Ep. 603 – Talking Depression with Matt Clark

Josh and David are joined today by a repeat guest, Matt Clark. Matt opens up and shares about some of his journey with mental health and depression. Living with depression is difficult and figuring out how public to be with our own journeys, especially when your professional roles require or ask of you a certain level of vulnerability. Matt, David, and Josh all share practices and disciplines they have found that help them with this…

Read More

Ep. 510 – Baseball, Strawberries, and a Cornfield with Jay Braband

Josh and David are joined by Jay Braband (a returning guest) on this episode as he shares some of his story and the wrapping up of a season of ministry here in Portland, OR as he makes plans to move back to IA. They talk about some of the ups and downs of ministry and how the fruit of a person’s life and work can be different than the norms or expectations but that does…

Read More

Ep. 508 – “It Is What You Make of It” with Justin McRoberts

Justin McRoberts returns to the podcast to discuss his new book, “It Is What You Make of It.” We talk about the importance of thinking creatively about what your life could be, and why you don’t need to view yourself in “just” one way. To find out more about McRoberts you can follow him on social media or check him out online at http://justinmcroberts.com http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/508_McRoberts.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 507 – Mostly Nothing Special

Josh and Dvid are joined by Ken Loyd on this week’s episode of the Unsuccess Podcast. Ken shares about some of his story and journey and how he found a home amongst the houseless in Portland, OR. He has had great impact on a number of people and he credits it all to “mostly nothing special.” You can meet Ken on most days at his office on the corner of N. Mississippi and N. Shaver…

Read More

Ep. 506 – Houseless People are People Too

Josh and David are joined this week by Alexis Harris of Because People Matter. They talk about some of the pressures and stresses of houselessness and what those of us who are housed can do about it. Alexis also shares some of her own story and some of her wounds that have been healed in large part because of her relationship with those who find themselves living on the streets. You can learn more about…

Read More

Ep. 505 – Just Bring a Casserole

Josh and David are joined by SheeAnna and Stephen Dilworth of “Breathe, Pray, Worship.” They share some of their own story and insights on how to journey through life, and how to be present with others, when things don’t turn out how we thought they would. You can find out more at breatheprayworship.com or you can follow them on Facebook or YouTube http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/505_breathe_pray_worship.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 504 – After Doubt with AJ Swoboda

Pastor, Professor, and Writer AJ Swoboda joins us on the podcast to talk about his new book After Doubt. We discuss the benefits and pitfalls that come with faith deconstruction, along with some thoughts about how to hold onto faith while deconstructing. Find out more about AJ at https://www.ajswobodawrites.com And pick up his new book After Doubt today! http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/504_aj_swaboda.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 503 – Real Rest with Tara Benavente

Josh and David are joined by Tara Benavente, the St. Johns Village Program Manager as they explore some of the ins and outs of sabbath and rest and why taking a sabbath or day off in order to “recover” is not actually very sustainable. Tara talks about ways and practices she has been able to implement in her own life to keep peace and rest as she works in what many consider a high stress…

Read More

Ep. 502 – Ministry of All Kinds with Leanor Ortega Till

Today we’re joined by Leanor Ortega Till. Leanor talks with us about playing in ska-punk band Five Iron Frenzy, as well as her role as a pastor, both inside and outside of the institutional church. You can find out more about Leanor’s work with Urban Skye at www.urbanskye.org And check out Five Iron Frenzy’s new album, Until This Shakes Apart http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/502_Leano_Ortega_Till.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 501 – The Martyr Complex

Josh and David are a little ADD on this pilot episode of the FIFTH SEASON of the Unsuccess Podcast. They eventually get to some interesting conversation around this concept of people seeking out suffering or persecution. They share about how as pastors it can be easy for us to wear some of our failures as a badge of honor in certain circles. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/501_martyr_complex.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 405 – Black Lives Matter and Single Parenting with Jennifer Evans

Josh and David are joined this week by Jennifer Evans, a Black Lives advocate and single mother of three boys. Jennifer has an incredible story and an incredible passion for people. She cares deeply. Listen with a curiosity and a tender heart as Jennifer shares some of her pain and heartache and what that pain has been moving her toward. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/405_jennifer_evans.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 404 – Crossing The Difference Divide with Jim Henderson and Jim Hancock

Josh and David interview Jim Henderson and Jim Hancock in this amazing episode talking about the difficulty, especially right now, of bridging the gap when EVERYTHING in our culture and society feels polarizing. They specifically talk about 3 practices that Jim and Jim have identified as tools to help cross this great divide. You can learn more about Jim and Jim and the 3 Practices by visiting 3practices.com http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/404_bridging_the_difference.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe:…

Read More

Ep. 403 – Matt and McKahan

Join Josh and David in arguably their most entertaining episode of all times as they talk with two eccentric characters, Matt Clark and McKahan McGuire. Matt and McKahan currently lead a college group at St Johns Christian Church and it is full of atheists, agnostics, Jesus people, and everyone in between. $10 goes to anyone who can identify a clear theme throughout this very ADHD style episode. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/403_matt_and_mckahan.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple…

Read More

Ep. 402 – “I Hate Five Iron Frenzy”

Our guest today is Reese Roper, lead singer of Five Iron Frenzy. Reese talks with the guys about the tension of writing provocative lyrics while in the Christian music bubble, and the difficulty of speaking on behalf of multiple band members. We also discuss how one’s theology can shift when face-to-face with death. You can find Reese online regularly in the “I Hate Five Iron Frenzy” Facebook group. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/402_reese_roper.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe:…

Read More

Unsuccess Podcast

Unsuccess with Josh and David is a weekly podcast where two pastors (and many special guests) rethink success and talk about ministry in Portland, OR. You can find us on iTunes, Google Play, Stitcher Radio, and many other platforms by searching for “Unsuccess.” You can also manually subscribe to this feed by pasting http://www.joshhawkpdx.com/feed/podcast/ in your podcast app.

Read More

Ep. 401 – Justin McRoberts

Season 4 of the Unsuccess Podcast with Josh and David begins with an amazing conversation with a pretty rad dude. Josh and David speak with musician, writer, and speaker Justin McRoberts. Among other things, we discuss how the message of the church is often overshadowed by the language we use. You can check out Justin on all social medial sites in addition to http://justinmcroberts.com http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/401_justin_mcroberts.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 308 – The Church and the Bible

Join Josh and David on this finale episode of season 3. They talk about a minimal ecclesiology and how the church has changed and adopted over the years. Many people look to the first century church as the way Jesus intended the church to be. Josh and David spend some time unpacking and critiquing this idea and attempt to get at truly a healthy perspective on how the church actually should look in light of…

Read More

Ep. 307 – Ministries and Programs

Josh and David share about the church in another exciting adventure in this special Covid-19 third season about the ministries and programs of a church. They talk about what it takes to be considered a “real” church and how you to have a successful youth group AND a successful children’s ministry thus serving the entire family. And they talk about other stuff too. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/307_programs_and_ministries.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 304 – Should A Pastor Be Paid?

Josh and David attempt to tackle, or at least poke at, the subject of money in the church, specifically as it pertains to paying a pastor. There is tension that this can bring up for the congregation, the pastor themselves, and for the community and it can be difficult at times to navigate while still being faithful to the prophetic voice/roll of the pastor. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/304_leadership_and_money.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 301 – Getting Kicked Out of Church

Join Josh and David in a BRAND NEW season of the Unsuccess Podcast where they talk about life and ministry in Covid-19 and what this means for the future of the church. In this first episode they share about what their churches are doing and how they are responding during this time. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/301_getting_kicked_out_of_church.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 207 – The Moments with Rick McKinley

Pastor Rick McKinley joins us this week to talk about the story of starting Imago Dei Community Church in Portland. We discuss serving vulnerable communities, in spite of the difficult political and theological conversations that may ensue, and really living into the different “moments” that God graces us. You can find out more about Imago Dei at idcpdx.com and you can find Rick online on a few different social media platforms. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/207_rick_mckinnley.mp3Podcast: Play in new…

Read More

Ep. 206 – Unsuccess in the Context of Success with John Mark Comer

Josh and David are joined by Portland Pastor John Mark Comer. They talk about John Mark’s tenure as a mega church pastor and how he eventually stepped down from that role and in many ways grew his church smaller. John Mark is currently an elder and pastor of vision & teaching at Bridgetown Church in Portland, OR. You can learn more about John Mark at https://johnmarkcomer.com or about Bridgetown Church at http://bridgetown.church http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/206_john_mark_comer.mp3Podcast: Play in…

Read More

Ep. 204 – Not Letting Your Disability Define You with Matt Shea

Matt Shea shares from his story about losing his dad to cancer as a young child, some of his own disabilities and barriers, and how he continues to strive to seek ways in which he can contribute to society and to his community. He also wrote a book – “Reflection of A Life Worth Living.” While the book is no longer in print it can still be purchased on the Kindle App. Click HERE to…

Read More

Ep. 203 – Brokenness with Terrie Ann Smith

Terrie Smith joins us this wee to talk about ministry to those experiencing brokenness and trauma. Terrie is the Assistant Program Director at Community of Hope in Portland, OR. Find out more about the amazing work of Community of Hope at https://communityofhopepdx.org http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/203_Terrie_Anne.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 32 – Churches and Coffee Houses with John Howell

John Howell, Medford pastor and owner/operator at Rise Coffee House, joins Josh and David as they talk about some of the frustrations and struggles of pastoring a small church and trying to be innovative and think outside the box. As it turns out, starting a coffee house/church, while offering huge potential and awesome connections, is not necessarily a great way to “grow” a church. But alas, God calls us to faithfulness and obedience, not growth…

Read More

Ep. 30 – The American Dream with Joel Kibler

Joel Kibler, Spiritual Director for many and leader in the People of Praise,  joins us this week on the podcast. He talks with us about the American Dream and some ways in which it can often be in conflict with a life of faith and get in the way of what it means to really be human. http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/030_joel_kibler.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 25 – The Idolatry of “Success” with A.J. Swoboda

This week we talk with pastor, professor, and author A.J. Swoboda. A.J. talks about his recent realization that speaking opportunities can become idolatrous, and we discuss how Sabbath is the one commandment that Christian leaders seem to be encouraged to break. Find out more about A.J.s work at www.ajswoboda.com   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/025_a_j_swoboda.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 24 – Seasons of Life with David Rannabarger

David Rannabarger, assistant pastor at Columbia View Wesleyan Church, joins us on the podcast. We talk about David’s call to ministry, and the journey that led him to ministry in Portland. Finally, we discuss how to weather seasons in ministry that, while temporary, can feel devastating.   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/024_david_rannabargar.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 23 – Vocation, Music, and Entrepreneurial Ministry with Robin Gordon

Robin Gordon, Pastor of Music Ministry at Celebration Tabernacle, joins us on the podcast. Robin talks about finding God and joining Celebration Tabernacle at a young age, and how he’s seen the community change over the last couple of decades. The guys also discuss some of the benefits and challenges of remaining plugged into one specific church body for many years. Find out more about Robin and Celebration Tabernacle at http://www.ctoregon.org/   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/023_robin_gordon.mp3Podcast: Play in…

Read More

Ep. 22 – Refugees, Evangelism, and Suburbia with D.L. Mayfield

This week we speak with Danielle Mayfield, author of Assimilate or Go Home: Notes from a Failed Missionary on Rediscovering Faith. Danielle has worked for years with Somali Bantu refugees in Portland. We talk about her story, some of the difficulties of mission work, and how one hears from God while face-to-face with the evils of the world. You can find Danielle at http://www.dlmayfield.com/ http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/022_dl_mayfield.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 21 – Slow Cooker Ministry with Josh Duncan

This week we talk with Josh Duncan, Staff Elder at Red Sea Church in Portland, OR. Josh shares the story of moving from L.A. (Lower Alabama) to serve God in Portland, Oregon, and how his views on ministry have changed over the past eleven years. You can find out more about Josh’s ministry at www.redseachurch.org   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/021_josh_duncan.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 20 – Struggles and Hardships with Stephen Dilworth

Stephen Dilworth joins us on the podcast to talk about his work with youth over the years. Stephen is the north Portland area director for Youth Dynamics. We talk about struggles and hardships in ministry, and how these frustrations can lead to growth. Check out Stephen’s ministry at www.ydpdx.org   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/020_stephen_dilworth.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 19 – The Affordable Housing Crisis

In this special episode, Josh and David discuss the difficult situation of affordable housing in Portland. We also talk with Andy Goebel and Jules Nielsen about their church’s new affordable housing project: Portsmouth Commons. Finally, we talk with Lindsay Jensen about some of the housing initiatives in which St. Johns Center for Opportunity has been involved.   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/019_housing_episode.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 18 – Our Community’s Ever Changing Demographic with Lindsay Jensen

Lindsay Jensen, Executive Director for St Johns Center for Opportunity, joins the podcast and shares a bit of her heart for the underserved. Her, David, and Josh talk about the ever changing demographic of our community and the various needs that arise as a result. You can learn more about St Johns Center for Opportunity by visiting them online at http://www.stjohnsopportunity.org   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/018_lindsay_jensen.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 17 – “Redefine Success?” with David Brewer

This week we talk with David Brewer. David discusses how his work in the business world has translated to helping churches and non-profits become more effective in their work, and the guys discuss how this strategy led to the beginning of AllOne Community Services.   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/017_david_brewer.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 16 – Larissa Cohoe (soon to be Hawk)

  Larissa Cohoe (almost Hawk) joins us on the podcast to talk about what working with your family is like as well as her work as a musician, actor, and director, and how those skills have translated to church ministry. Larissa is one of the pastors of Grace Christian Fellowship in North Portland.   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/016_larissa_cohoe.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 14 – When Two Churches Become One with Andy Gobel and Jules Nielsen

This week we welcome Andy Goebel and Jules Nielsen. Andy and Jules both led separate congregations which, for completely different reasons, appeared to be headed toward closing. They discuss the story of joining together as one church, and some of the joys and hardships that accompanied that decision. Find out more about their church at https://portsmouthunionchurch.org   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/014_andy_and_jules.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep.11 – Two Halves of Life with Tim Hawk

Tim Hawk, Josh’s uncle, joins us on the podcast to talk about his many years in ministry. Tim was a church pastor for sixteen years, and then worked as a prison chaplain. We discuss the joys and hardships of both kinds of ministry, and wrestle with how to shepherd people while going through theological changes. You can follow Tim on Twitter @tim_hawk   http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/011_tim_hawk.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 10 – Spirituality of Children with Luke Kamely

This week we welcome Luke Kamely, a recent graduate of Portland Seminary and the former children’s ministry intern at St. Johns Wesleyan Church. Luke shares his thoughts about children’s education and the parallels between feminism and how we view/treat children. We also spend a significant portion of the episode talking about children’s ministry in the church and we discuss the pros and cons of compensation in church ministry. Luke is off the grid, but if…

Read More

Ep. 8 – God Works through Big and Small with Jay Braband

We are joined this week by Jay Braband, pastor of Journey3. Jay talks about his time with InterVarsity, church ministry in Iowa, and planting a church in Portland. Josh, David, and Jay discuss how God works through large and small groups of people. Find out more about Journey3 at http://journey3.org/ http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/008_jay_braband.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 6 – Relational Mentoring with Carlos Baca

This week we are joined by Carlos Baca. Although transitioning out of his current role, Carlos is presently the Executive Director of FamilyWorks! Ministries. On this episode he talks with us specifically about how he has been led to mentor young people, and the victories and hardships that have come from his work. You can find him on FaceBook at carlos.baca.315 and you can find out more about FamilyWorks! Ministries at http://famworks.org/ http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/006_carlos_baca.mp3Podcast: Play in new window…

Read More

Ep. 4 – Reclaiming Failure

This week Josh and David do a deep dive into “The Life of the Beloved” by Henri Nouwen and talk more about what failure and brokenness mean. They also spend some time talking about the significance of being chosen by God and how living with this truth should radically change our outlook on life.  http://joshhawkpdx.com/podcast/004_reclaiming_failure.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | RSS

Read More

Ep. 3 – Just God’s Children with Linda Jo Devlaeminck

“There are people who will think better of us than we are. There are people who will think worse of us than we are. And it doesn’t matter because that is not who we are. Who we are is children of God doing the best we can.” – Linda Jo This week we are joined by Linda Jo Devlaeminck, Program Director at Community of Hope in North Portland. Linda Jo shares about highs and lows…

Read More